Many people died and didn't have any guts to follow their heart.
That is why I decided " to read myself ".
Try it yourself, we can see anybody but without the help of any reflective a thing, we can't see ourselves. And the tragedy for me was you can't use any tool.
It was feeling like finding the question paper first before finding answers.
When I decided to do it, I feel it would be too easy to tell myself about me.
But we can't eat coconut from outside of the core, similar I can't read myself only by observing what's happening today. So I have to start from a scratch and for that, I have to meditate and meditate to go as deep as I can.
The interesting thing which I see was that I found more disappointment than I see around myself and the most painful thing I was the jack of all trades.
The deeper I was going the deeper I was falling in front of me. And a thought " I AM USELESS " is revolving in my brain.
That time,
That time was the most difficult phase of my life.
My friend if you experience the same once in life and still fighting for what you want then you are unstoppable.
I observe that even the word " USELESS " is still in use, then why I can't be useful.
So there should a motive of living, there should be some way or hope to live. And I begin my journey of finding my passion.
When I go far and far away I saw people, people which were willing to become the Next Steve Jobs, Next Bill Gates, Next Sachin Tendulkar.
Well, that sounds great because that gave me choices.
And everyone loves MCQs.
Now I only have to choose from many abilities.
I searched and searched millions of people but still, something was missing. I am feeling a ray, but it was reflected from another direction.
I still not get it.
I got too much confused.
And suddenly from deep inside me . . . . A voice insanely shouting too loud " why couldn't be first JATIN KALRA(my name) "
WHAT!
What the heck was that.
It's like I am getting too many millionaire's life options and I am gonna choose a man who thinks he himself is a loser.
Fuck, its like I am getting a well-furnished luxury Bungalow and
I decide to make it from scratch.
If I was you I will not do that.
But in reality, I am not you.
People know my name because of my progress or failure.
They don't know me because I was thinking or deciding to lives others life.
Or is Bill gates giving send some %age from his share or I was getting new iPhones for free as many times I want.
Are you that lucky guy??
Not at all, not me either.
So in my own observations, I got stuck.
Is that possible, imagine you are searching something and suddenly you notice that
first, you have to search what you were searching for.
If you have found the goal of your life then close your eyes and start taking steps towards it and believe in the process.
Never concerned about your speed, it doesn't matter.
Just focus on the directions.
But I am not the one who get afraid of the inner answer. It was the fear of failure. People usually get afraid because they already decide their future.
And start predicting their bad outcomes.
It is similar to the fox and the grapes story.
But what happens if a child thinks he will die one day and decide not to come out of his/her mother's womb.
The reason behind why you are not getting success is because you are not doing the right thing in the right way.
I read somewhere that people like ELON MUSK, STEVE JOBS get fired from the company which they themselves found.
The story of Apple and PayPal . . . .but the difference between them and us is so huge. They don't know how to quit.
And today
Apple is now worth about $945 billion
Elon Musk is the founder of Tesla, SpaceX, Hyperloops, Neuralink
Sachin Tendulkar is known as the GOD of cricket.
And the great thing about them is that they never predict the future.
They are making it.
They never wait for the outcomes. They never settle for the less.
They keep on hustling.
I usually ask myself, why I am not getting success, although I am giving my best
And My soul replied, " you never even leave your comfort zone and you are asking for success "
That reminds me of my quote--> "I am stopping success with a shield of excuses and Everytime my shield protects me.
That's my good shield. It every time stop me from getting success and leaving my comfort zone.
And then me the writer died under that shield of excuses.
THE END.
What happen readers don't you like the story. I was having a reason for every situation which helps me to run from there. I died with my excuses and the most important thing is
No one sees me and knows WHO I AM.
WAIT . . . . WAIT . . . . WAIT . . . .WAIT
I think you don't like the ending.
No problem reader
We have time, go in front of the mirror
And ask yourself
Ask what would be my ending
And then
give it the shape you like as no one will live it for you
At last
Stick this comment in your mind
that everyone has only one life to live. Live to the fullest as much you can. Design it as you want.
So that when you die, you can say " I AM THE ONE WHO ENJOYED MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT ANY REGRETS ".
That is why I decided " to read myself ".
Try it yourself, we can see anybody but without the help of any reflective a thing, we can't see ourselves. And the tragedy for me was you can't use any tool.
It was feeling like finding the question paper first before finding answers.
When I decided to do it, I feel it would be too easy to tell myself about me.
But we can't eat coconut from outside of the core, similar I can't read myself only by observing what's happening today. So I have to start from a scratch and for that, I have to meditate and meditate to go as deep as I can.
The interesting thing which I see was that I found more disappointment than I see around myself and the most painful thing I was the jack of all trades.
The deeper I was going the deeper I was falling in front of me. And a thought " I AM USELESS " is revolving in my brain.
That time,
That time was the most difficult phase of my life.
My friend if you experience the same once in life and still fighting for what you want then you are unstoppable.
I observe that even the word " USELESS " is still in use, then why I can't be useful.
So there should a motive of living, there should be some way or hope to live. And I begin my journey of finding my passion.
When I go far and far away I saw people, people which were willing to become the Next Steve Jobs, Next Bill Gates, Next Sachin Tendulkar.
Well, that sounds great because that gave me choices.
And everyone loves MCQs.
Now I only have to choose from many abilities.
I searched and searched millions of people but still, something was missing. I am feeling a ray, but it was reflected from another direction.
I still not get it.
I got too much confused.
And suddenly from deep inside me . . . . A voice insanely shouting too loud " why couldn't be first JATIN KALRA(my name) "
WHAT!
What the heck was that.
It's like I am getting too many millionaire's life options and I am gonna choose a man who thinks he himself is a loser.
Fuck, its like I am getting a well-furnished luxury Bungalow and
I decide to make it from scratch.
If I was you I will not do that.
But in reality, I am not you.
People know my name because of my progress or failure.
They don't know me because I was thinking or deciding to lives others life.
Or is Bill gates giving send some %age from his share or I was getting new iPhones for free as many times I want.
Are you that lucky guy??
Not at all, not me either.
So in my own observations, I got stuck.
Is that possible, imagine you are searching something and suddenly you notice that
first, you have to search what you were searching for.
If you have found the goal of your life then close your eyes and start taking steps towards it and believe in the process.
Never concerned about your speed, it doesn't matter.
Just focus on the directions.
But I am not the one who get afraid of the inner answer. It was the fear of failure. People usually get afraid because they already decide their future.
And start predicting their bad outcomes.
It is similar to the fox and the grapes story.
But what happens if a child thinks he will die one day and decide not to come out of his/her mother's womb.
The reason behind why you are not getting success is because you are not doing the right thing in the right way.
I read somewhere that people like ELON MUSK, STEVE JOBS get fired from the company which they themselves found.
The story of Apple and PayPal . . . .but the difference between them and us is so huge. They don't know how to quit.
And today
Apple is now worth about $945 billion
Elon Musk is the founder of Tesla, SpaceX, Hyperloops, Neuralink
Sachin Tendulkar is known as the GOD of cricket.
And the great thing about them is that they never predict the future.
They are making it.
They never wait for the outcomes. They never settle for the less.
They keep on hustling.
I usually ask myself, why I am not getting success, although I am giving my best
And My soul replied, " you never even leave your comfort zone and you are asking for success "
That reminds me of my quote--> "I am stopping success with a shield of excuses and Everytime my shield protects me.
That's my good shield. It every time stop me from getting success and leaving my comfort zone.
And then me the writer died under that shield of excuses.
THE END.
What happen readers don't you like the story. I was having a reason for every situation which helps me to run from there. I died with my excuses and the most important thing is
No one sees me and knows WHO I AM.
WAIT . . . . WAIT . . . . WAIT . . . .WAIT
I think you don't like the ending.
No problem reader
We have time, go in front of the mirror
And ask yourself
Ask what would be my ending
And then
give it the shape you like as no one will live it for you
At last
Stick this comment in your mind
that everyone has only one life to live. Live to the fullest as much you can. Design it as you want.
So that when you die, you can say " I AM THE ONE WHO ENJOYED MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT ANY REGRETS ".
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