When I decided to fall inside me.

Today was the result day of my seniors. Microsoft has come to my college for selection. Everyone was having a fire in them, but all the fire which was ignited with sunrise get extinguished at sunset. Because that day was the result day. And the result was disastrous to hear. In the whole Computer science branch of B.Tech, only 8% got selected. Oh my God! Out of 1000 only 80 could secure their future. This forces me to find the problem. So I started thinking, and I found few reasons which were- • Interview process was too tough. • Students were not prepared. • Everything was pre-planned. • They all were electronics or mechanical students. • Students were only good . Yeah! I think I found it. My friends told me that I can teach anything using real-life examples. So here I go . . . . . Did you observe that Anyone gone for interviews Or for selection of sports Or for any contest Or for any participation event And say that I am good at everything but I didn't g

Many people died and didn't have any guts to follow their heart. That is why I decided " to read myself  ". Try it yourself, we can see anybody but without the help of any reflective a thing, we can't see ourselves. And the tragedy for me was you can't use any tool. It was feeling like finding the question paper first before finding answers. When I decided to do it, I feel it would be too easy to tell myself about me. But we can't eat coconut from outside of the core, similar I can't read myself only by observing what's happening today. So I have to start from a scratch and for that, I have to meditate and meditate to go as deep as I can. The interesting thing which I see was that I found more disappointment than I see around myself and the most painful thing I was the jack of all trades. The deeper I was going the deeper I was falling in front of me. And a thought " I AM USELESS " is revolving in my brain. That time, That time